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Friday, October 28, 2005

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i seriously do wish that i had something profound or thought provoking to offer you lot this time around. But working as a security officer at a hotel is a mind numbing job and my braincells are being slaughtered by the millions.. it's a much more damaging effect than smoking or substances ever have caused me. But i need to fulfill this for the next 2 months before i embark on quite possibly the greatest challenge life has for me this far, (i'm an apprentice to a big time forex dealer.)

I hate it when depression sets in over change in the way life usually is .. and due to a combination of factors .. i've more or less lost myself .. one of the effects of depression .. i need to find myself all over again and it's a bit of a hard thing especially when my brain lies dormant during my 12 hour shifts i have to pull..i haven't had the time to check my mail as well but do keep sending them in .. i will read them once im back in my normal state of mind ... i really hate this wuss like feeling making me feel as if im the lowest of the lowest denomination here on this planet ... i used to think that only a girl could make me feel like this ..but i got over that a long time ago and no chick has ever managed to make me feel as such ..but suddenly .. after goin thru heartaches as the wales move not coming thru and then getting fired from my customer service officer for being myself and not a yesman ... and deciding to call it quits on furthering education in australia as i do not want an existence as a yesman with a degree and meagre pay ... i've just fallen back into that hideous cycle and it's gonna be a while before i manage to restore the ultimate male's mental database.. as such ..
god is calling it quits for a week or two .. keep the faith people .. ill be back and stronger than ever ..but in the meantime ..take good care of yourselves and do check back frequently ..

------------------------------------ GOD spoke @ 3:03 PM --------------------------------- 3 comments


INFORMATION ON GOD
Name: GOD
Gender: ULTIMATE MALE
Likes: PORN
Dislikes: CONDESENDING LOOKS
School: NANYANG CHINESE POLYTECHNIC

About Me

Name:
Location: BEDOK CITY, 3rd Avenue, Singapore

What can i say, apparently im coming off as a corrupt divine being.. well so what, politicians get roles of power.. what do they do?? So if any hot females who want to make out with GOD...and are above the age of 18.. holler bitch .. holler..just be sure that you live in or currently reside in singapore.. unless you're willing to pay for the airfare and accomodation... aside from that.. im also a gifted goalscorer despite my hefty frame in the game of football, so much so that i go by many names... GOD .. henry.. nistelrooy.. van basten .. but my real name happens to be Roberto Baggio...pity no coach sees talent in fat footballers..while they themselves are allowed to be fat..funny irony i guess.. i also like astral travelling and talking to the dead (hey, im god..) Reading the works of robert rankin, borough williams, ayn rand, george orwell and others. Budding porn star having won the porn idol competition where i beat all other males for the title of world porn idol 2004. And lastly an excellent tall tale composer.

don't bother reading this at all